Things have gotten a little awkward between Scoutmaster Jonah Wheeler and me ever since the night I took my pledge. Which, as it happens, was also the night he took my virginity! The experience was pretty intense, for both of us I suppose, but we haven’t been able to talk about it. There’s always been someone around. I may also have been coming across as a bit cold. If I’m honest, the whole incident made me feel a bit confused.